Showing posts with label ruin me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ruin me. Show all posts

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Battlefields

   So for the past few weeks I've been going dreading my return to school. A majority of my depression has always been deep rooted in school, but i'm hoping i can keep myself together this year. I do guess that most of the problems i have at school are of my own creation, but i can't help it, I'm just different and not everyone likes that. Although, i will say that it's hard to be happy in a place where everyone seems to hate you. :/
  Everyone has to face there own battlefields to fight on, for me, it's school. However, I don't think things will ever get as bad as they were last year. I'm happy to say that it's been about 8 months that i haven't hurt about myself and i haven't though about losing my fight in awhile either. I might be alone at school but at least i have my little phone in my pocket which is my 24-hour connection to my favorite person ever.
   Shit, i'm rambling again. Well, i found a song that says what i wanted to say in this blog so it might be easier if you just listened to it :x.

Linky link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oX6h5jmjk_o&feature=related