So for the past few weeks I've been going dreading my return to school. A majority of my depression has always been deep rooted in school, but i'm hoping i can keep myself together this year. I do guess that most of the problems i have at school are of my own creation, but i can't help it, I'm just different and not everyone likes that. Although, i will say that it's hard to be happy in a place where everyone seems to hate you. :/
Everyone has to face there own battlefields to fight on, for me, it's school. However, I don't think things will ever get as bad as they were last year. I'm happy to say that it's been about 8 months that i haven't hurt about myself and i haven't though about losing my fight in awhile either. I might be alone at school but at least i have my little phone in my pocket which is my 24-hour connection to my favorite person ever.
Shit, i'm rambling again. Well, i found a song that says what i wanted to say in this blog so it might be easier if you just listened to it :x.
Linky link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oX6h5jmjk_o&feature=related
